Sunday, May 2, 2010

18. What About Tegan

I don't often talk about my interest in ageplay or, specifically, the little that I identify with. There are quite a few reasons why I shy away from this topic, not least of which is that ageplay is sometimes considered a form of edgeplay. It's often wrongly associated with pedophilia or d/l. Like being furry, it has a bad reputation that it's slowly growing out of. But more than the usual social misconceptions, I'm also feel that I'm unusual in my ageplay wants. There is zero sexuality to my little, and I want to keep it that way. There's also no physical punishment or discipline in my ideal arrangement. So what does Tegan want?

I've been waffling over this next paragraph for the last hour, because honestly I'm not accustomed to talking about Tegan. I'm worried about what other people will think, and even more so I'm worried about people having an interest in being a part of Tegan's life. In the past, I've had a few prospective Daddies lined up, but for whatever reason things didn't work out. This just served to upset and disappoint my little. So, I keep her more and more guarded. But really, the purpose of this is to express her publicly, and I'll do my best to dive in now that I've explained a little more.

Tegan is about six or seven years old and loves to play. She likes playing with stuffed animals, building blocks, and play wrestling with bigger kids. She adores interactions with older kids and loves having books read to her, being cuddled, taking naps, having a snack, and watching movies together. When alone, she enjoys coloring and jumping on the bed. What she craves most of all is having a big, or even a middle, to take her places. She wants to go to the zoo, the park, have ice cream, go swimming, and do all the other things littles get to do with their guardians. I still hold out hope to find a person or persons to play with and protect Tegan, but until then I'm working on keeping her content in a solitary space and being more public. So, ask me about my inner kid.

Accomplishments for 04/25/10: Made appointments to shoot with MT, CD, and SC girls. Attended a beautiful wedding. Made plans with friends. Did some great custom work and tinkered with movie magic. Tried a few new recipes. Dealt with website silliness.